To the left, you will observe the desk that I am currently sitting at whilst writing this...

A mess.

This is what happens when I work 40 hours a week and have 15 units at school. (even though I went part time a few weeks ago, I'm still exhausted all the time...)

I'm usually a pretty meticulous person, it's insanity.

(you'll notice the 3 computers, mixer and $500+ mixer and turntable being used as a coaster.)

I'm such a piece of shit sometimes I swear.

So...

What's going on with the (ex)woman, you may ask... She's coming over again tonight, just for sex and then leaving. She should be here in an hour or so. Maybe I'm an asshole, because I know it rips her apart, and I don't want to have a relationship with her at this point, so I should maybe just tell her I want to be friends and call it quits, but... I have my weaknesses. For instance; I have a research paper I should be doing right now, but alas, I'd much rather be avoiding work altogether by writing a useless blog on the internet, so that I can pull 2,000 words out of my ass at 3 in the morning.

Oh well, I have until 2pm tomorrow.

I'll keep telling myself that until 1pm tomorrow when I have one page, and I have to write it completely off the head, citations and all...

I met a new girl a few nights ago.

C o u r t n e y

She's interesting.

22

5'5" (a whole foot shorter than me)

black hair (mmmm)

writer(mmmmmmmmm)(and, to make it even better, she's good!)

She's super sarcastic, she can keep up with me, she's hot, etc.

We'll see what happens with her.

In the meantime, however...

Amy needs to get her ass over here.

*Hungry*

I'm a dog sometimes.

I love it.

Ok. I promise I will post more often.

I'm beginning to like it again!

Stay Positive.

Tempest-Rising